Startling Discovery

I scared myself shitless while I was getting ready for work this morning. I felt queasy and nauseas all together and I wasn’t sure if I should cry or ‘investigate’.

I braved myself and decided to investigate.

After coming out from the shower and I was drying myself, I found a little ‘bump’ underneath my breast. I could feel my heart drop down to my knees. ‘What the HELL is that thing?‘ I thought to myself. I took a small mirror and checked it out; it’s right where my bra wire lands on. The ‘bump’ looks and feels like a pimple, not on the breast area. It kinda hurts like a pimple right now. I’m just praying there will be puss. I know it sounds disgusting but it’s better knowing the ‘bump’ has puss then not.

When I got to the office, I immediately Googled it and apparently some women had experienced the same thing and the response was exactly I had mentioned. If there’s puss, there’s a possibility that it’s a pimple and not a suspicious ‘bump’. I’ll wait a few days, pray hard and see if it goes away.

Anxiety is kicking in.

I kicked myself for smoking and eating like a pig.

I know you’ll tell me to check with the doctor. Everyone knows how I hate doctors.

Meanwhile, I’m promising myself not to smoke and watch what I eat. Sigh.